pitchblackglow:

i get into moods where i don’t like to talk to anyone. when i’m upset i don’t like to talk about it. i end up hurting people that i care about because i come off as distant or as if i don’t care. i hate it when people tell me that i don’t care. i’m not ignoring them on purpose all i need is a little space and a little time to myself. i can only take so much at once and i’m learning that it’s okay to put myself first sometimes.

(via withlovefromc)

I’m not anyone’s first choice. I’m not anyone’s favorite. People may tell me I mean a lot to them and that I’m special to them but I know there’s someone they will always choose over me.

(Source: anntrannn, via kiiitten)